The Hidden Pattern That Controls Your Reality
July 04, 2025
The Hidden Pattern That Controls Your Reality
(And Why 99% of People Never See It)
A Living Essay on Focus, Wholeness, and the Fractal Nature of Reality by Ashman Roonz
What if I told you there's a secret structure governing everything?
Your thoughts. Your relationships. The stars above. The cells in your body.
One pattern. Everywhere. Hidden in plain sight.
Most people live their entire lives blind to it. But once you see this pattern... really see it... everything changes.
The Discovery That Changed Everything
It started with a simple observation about your eyes.
Right now, as you read this, you're experiencing something extraordinary.
You have laser-sharp focus on these words. That's your center. But simultaneously, you're aware of your breathing, the room around you, sounds in the distance. That's your field.
You're doing both. At the same time. Without thinking about it.
This isn't just how you see. This is how reality itself is structured.
And when I realized this, I discovered something that shattered my understanding of... well, everything.
The Pattern Is Everywhere (Once You Know Where to Look)
Atoms: Nucleus in the center. Electron cloud surrounding. Solar systems: Sun in the center. Planets orbiting. Cells: DNA core. Membrane field. Galaxies: Massive black hole center. Billions of stars spiraling around.
You: Self-aware consciousness at the center. Life, memory, emotion, sensation as the surrounding field.
This isn't coincidence. This is the universe's signature.
But here's where it gets interesting...
Why Most People's Lives Fall Apart
They think focus means narrowing.
They're wrong.
Watch someone trying to "focus" on their goals. They tunnel-vision. They ignore their relationships, their health, their values. They achieve their target and feel empty.
Or watch someone trying to "stay open" to everything. They scatter their attention. They never commit. They drift through life without impact.
Both are missing the secret.
Real focus isn't about shrinking your awareness. It's about organizing it.
The Fractal Secret of True Power
When you learn to hold center and field simultaneously, something remarkable happens:
You can pursue your deepest goals while staying connected to what matters most.
You can speak your truth while feeling others' humanity.
You can act with decisive clarity while remaining fluid and responsive.
This isn't multitasking. This is fractal consciousness.
And once you develop this capacity, you start operating from a completely different level of effectiveness.
The Ethical Revolution
Here's what I discovered about right and wrong:
Harm happens when the pattern breaks.
See only the center (your wants, your perspective, your agenda) and ignore the field? You become selfish, destructive, blind to consequences.
Dissolve into the field (everyone else's needs, endless information, scattered attention) and lose your center? You become ineffective, resentful, unable to contribute anything meaningful.
But when you hold both?
You act from truth that serves the whole. You speak with power that heals rather than wounds. You create from a place that generates rather than consumes.
This is the foundation of all genuine ethical action.
The Spiritual Breakthrough
Ready for the part that will blow your mind?
You are not separate from this pattern.
You don't just observe center and field. You don't just use this structure.
You ARE both the center and the field.
Your individual consciousness is the center. Your connection to all life is the field.
And so is everything else.
God isn't "out there" somewhere. God is the living pattern itself: center within field, field around center, spiraling through every level of existence.
The breath in your lungs. The fire of your attention. The warmth of your connections. All fractals of one becoming.
You are not outside of it. You are it.
The Practice That Changes Everything
Want to experience this directly?
Try this:
Right now, as you read these words (center), simultaneously feel your whole body (field).
Notice your breathing (center) while staying aware of the space around you (field).
Focus on one person you love (center) while holding your entire network of relationships in your heart (field).
Feel that?
That's fractal consciousness awakening.
That's the pattern recognizing itself.
That's you remembering what you actually are.
The Mantra That Unlocks Reality
I am a center. I am a field. I am both. So is everything.
This isn't philosophy. This isn't theory. This is how reality actually works.
And now you know.
What Happens Next?
Most people will read this and go back to their scattered, unfocused lives.
But some will recognize something here. Something that resonates with what they've always suspected but never quite understood.
If you're one of those people...
If you want to explore how deep this pattern goes...
If you're ready to discover what becomes possible when you align with the fundamental structure of reality itself...
Then this is just the beginning.
The Center and the Field is a living essay: it grows and evolves as the understanding deepens. What you've read here is one fractal of a much larger exploration into the nature of consciousness, reality, and human potential. Check out www.selfscience.ca for practises and more information.