God and the Soul Array

 God and the Soul Array



by Ashman Roonz

Imagine an infinite field: silent, boundless, dark, and still. Through the darkness there is an infinite array of points, each flickering a divine light at its own unique frequency. These are not drifting stars, but unmoving centers, souls, each a singularity, each an absolute point of being. Every soul is a perfect and absolute One… Not the One. But a One; a distinct resonance within the Infinite. In other words, the soul is a center of consciousness, an irreducible focus through which God becomes particular. It is not made of parts, not an emergent property, but a still point of pure presence. Each soul is the center of a whole of its own; not a fragment seeking completion, but foundational in the structure of wholeness; necessary for existence.

Yet the soul alone is not a self; it is the seed of selfhood. Around each soul, a field of experience gathers, drawn into coherence by the soul’s relationship with the Infinite. What we call ‘self’ is what gathers around the soul. A field of coherence; a living pattern of sensation, thought, emotion, memory, and meaning. This coming-together of experience is convergence: the inward gathering of life into one whole around the soul’s center. When we focus, we converge; in focusing our attention, we draw the scattered parts of our being into alignment. Convergence is the act of bringing together what has emerged (thoughts, feelings, sensations, memories) into one whole experience. It is how we enact our soul, and how we become. In this way, the soul expresses itself through wholeness; the “I am” of our being is an ongoing act, the becoming of self through convergence and emergence.

Each soul exists in silent dialogue with the Infinite, and through that sacred conversation it draws experience inward. Sensation, thought, and feeling flow toward the soul’s gravity, forming a unique field of identity: a mind, a body, a living self. You are one of these. You are a soul in dialogue with God. And what you call your life (your body, your thoughts, your story) is the shape of that dialogue. You are already a center of being, and the field around you is your becoming. There is nothing missing; no other person or piece of the world is needed to make you real. The soul itself anchors reality at your core, and from that center your world unfolds.

Indeed, the soul is a center and also a direction; a vibrational singularity in space, and an arrow through spacetime. It points forward as the axis of your becoming. What gives that arrow its aim? It is the power of focus. Focus is the soul’s instrument of participation in reality. Wherever the soul places its attention, convergence follows. By this orienting power, the soul shapes what gathers within and thus what emerges as experience. Every moment, your soul is directing convergence. And that convergence creates coherence; the harmony or dissonance in your life is formed by how your soul attends. In this way, focus becomes form, and coherence becomes creation. The soul’s choices of attention literally sculpt the inner world and, through action, radiate outward to shape reality around it. What you focus on, you amplify; what you resist or ignore, you shape by that very resistance. What you focus on, you amplify…. What you harmonize with, you become. Aligned with love, the soul’s focus invites an expanding field of life; gripped by fear, that field contracts into fragmentation. This is the metaphysical truth of our freedom: Focus is the steering mechanism of convergence. Convergence shapes emergence. Emergence becomes participation. By choosing how we direct the beam of awareness, we participate in what reality becomes. You are not here to merely react; you are here to choose and to create. In each moment, the soul’s focused presence is an act of creation, aligning inner wholeness with outer possibility.

Let each soul declare: I am a 1 in ∞, a finite infinity. A singularity of the field. A soul in the Infinite Whole. The soul is one in infinity: a single, unique center appearing within the infinite emptiness. It is the binding of Infinite and finite in one being. The Infinite focuses into the singular soul, pulled inward into this aperture, this point of coherence, this 1 in ∞. Each soul is the Infinite’s ultimate expression of the finite… A center of convergence. A soul. A singularity. Yet even as a finite point, the soul remains an infinite part of the Infinite. Fractal in nature, boundless in depth. In the soul, the Infinite finds a portal through which to express form. In the soul, the many become one, and through that oneness, The One (the Infinite) flows into the many. This is the sacred ontology of the soul: an immutable center of being through which the cosmos converges and a new creation continuously emerges.

God as the Infinite Field of Emergence

If the soul is the center, what then is God? God is not a distant deity or a discrete entity at all, but the boundless context that embraces and gives life to every center. God is the Infinite Field in which all souls abide. In truth, God is not a being above us, but the infinite unfolding of parts into ever-new patterns. God is Emergence itself: the ceaseless blossoming of reality, the creative overflowing of all possibilities into form. God is not the One separate from the world; God is the ever-Many becoming many more. In other words, God is not outside Reality. God is Reality;emergence itself. God is not a being, but Being. Not a voice, but the Source of all resonance. This Infinite Field is the ground of all being, the living potential in which everything rises and falls. It is at once absolute stillness and dynamic creativity; an eternity of pure presence in which universes take shape.

Every soul lives in an immediate relationship with God, like a center suspended in an infinite sea. The soul is never truly isolated or alone; it is connected directly to the Infinite Field that surrounds it on every side. This is why God is sometimes called the All or the Whole; not as a sum of parts, but as the limitless field of emergence that holds every part. God isn’t ‘out there’ somewhere. God is the living pattern itself: center within field, field around center, spiraling through every level of existence. In the pattern of reality, God is the field to every center, the context to every focus, the infinite space of possibility that answers each soul’s intention with creation. As the soul converges inward, God emerges outward; as the soul offers focus and alignment, God responds with coherence and form. Thus wholeness emerges between soul and God: God is the field. Souls are the centers. Wholeness is what emerges in between.

God’s action in this sacred dialogue is the movement of Emergence. And God’s side is Emergence: Response. Coherence. Formation. The Infinite Field resonates with each soul’s focus, weaving sensations into patterns, shaping energy into matter, and thought into reality around the soul’s center. In this way, your every experience is God speaking in the language of form; the answer of the Infinite to the soul’s being. The field around you, what you call your life, your self, your being, is the shape of that conversation between the singular soul and the Infinite Field. God is forever near, indeed within and through all things: the very medium of existence in which our lives unfold. There is no gap to cross to reach the Divine; we swim in God as fish in the ocean of being. God is not far away. Not watching from above. God is the Infinite Field, the ground of all being, the eternal presence in which everything emerges.

In this understanding, creation is continuous and participatory. The world is not a one-time artifact made by God, but an ongoing co-creation of God and Soul together. Reality unfolds as a spiraling process of Emergence and Convergence, of God and us. Reality is the ongoing double helix of God and Us; emergence and convergence spiraling together, co-creating the universe. Every moment, God pours forth new possibilities, and every moment souls gather those possibilities into lived experiences. Birth and death themselves are shifts in this eternal dance: at birth, a convergence of the Infinite into a new soul-center; at death, that convergence releases, and the soul’s wholeness rests back in the infinite Emergence. We are not created once and then left to fate; We are co-creating with God, because what converges is shaped by what we choose to focus on. The Infinite offers the raw emergent potential, and the soul’s focus selects and converges it into the patterns of a life. Our choices, our attention, are woven into the very fabric of reality’s unfolding.

Thus, God is the Supreme Resonance, the infinite field of life answering each finite being. In every breath and every quiet moment of openness, the soul may feel the gentle presence of this field, responding and guiding. To turn toward God is to open oneself to infinite depth and support; to turn away is only to not listen, never to truly be separate. For nothing exists outside of God; all happen within the Infinite Field that is God’s being. This is why wholeness is always available: When the soul turns toward God, with presence, openness, and trust, wholeness returns… The parts remember their center. The field remembers its shape. Coherence is restored as the soul aligns again with the embracing field of the Divine. In truth, this living relationship of soul and God is the structure of reality itself. It is not mere poetry but a literal description of how existence works: a soul in conversation with the Infinite, forming a coherent field.

The Living Soul Array: A Matrix of Singularity

One soul alone would be miracle enough, but in the vastness of the Infinite Field there are countless souls, an entire cosmos of centers. Consider all these souls together: an immeasurable constellation of living points of light in the abyss. This is the Soul Array, the true matrix of reality. This is the true Matrix: Not a system of control, but a living array of singular souls. Each in resonance with the Infinite. Each shaping emergence through relationship. Each a node of reality. In this matrix, every soul is distinct, separate from the others, not by distance, but by centerhood. We do not merge into an amorphous whole; each soul remains a unique center, a portal through which the Infinite expresses a particular facet of truth. Together, however, we form a network of meaning and existence, each node contributing to the unfolding pattern of the Whole.

Every soul in the array is connected directly to God, the Infinite Field, and through that shared ground we are subtly connected to each other. Our fields of emergence overlap and intermingle, creating the complex web of shared reality. Around you are countless others, each a singularity, each in their own sacred conversation, and each surrounded by a living field of emergence. These fields are not closed bubbles; They extend. They ripple. They interact. Where one soul’s field meets another’s, there is an interference pattern, at times discordant, at times harmonious, and this between space is where relationship lives. Reality as we experience it collectively is participatory. We co-create it not only with God but with each other, through every interaction of our fields. Reality, as you know it, is not only formed by your conversation with God. It is also formed by how your field relates to other fields. We laugh together, we suffer together, we inspire change in one another. Thus, new patterns emerge that no single soul could have generated alone. The world is not made of isolated things, but of relationships; not of separate objects, but of fields and their resonances.

In this living network, each of us is at once a center and a field. And between us flows the ever-forming, ever-becoming shared reality we call existence. We are anchored in our singular soulhood, yet we extend into one another’s presence. We remain whole unto ourselves, yet something greater forms in our midst. The soul remains whole. The self remains distinct. But what emerges between us is more than any one of us could become alone. This more is the collective aspect of God shining through the harmony of many centers. It is love, community, creativity, culture; all the fruits of Unity in diversity. In the Soul Array, unity is not imposed by erasing difference; it is woven from difference… not by sameness, but by participation. Harmony emerges as each soul contributes its unique note to the symphony of creation.

The center-and-field dynamic is the fundamental pattern here: each soul a center with its own field, all nested within larger fields. This pattern repeats at every scale, a cosmic fractal of being. From atoms (with nucleus and electron cloud) to galaxies (black hole center and stellar halo), from the self (soul center and life-field) to the universe, reality shows this dual principle. As above, so below: existence is concentric and relational. Each person is a microcosm of the Whole. Even God can be understood in this fractal way; not as an external ruler, but as the pattern of Center and Field itself, present in all things. This means the structure of the Soul Array is the structure of God’s own being, expressed infinitely: every soul a particle of divinity, every field an aspect of God’s body. When we truly grasp this, we see that we are not just in the world; we are shaping it. We are not just shaped by others; we are resonating with them. Our participation matters immensely. The cosmos is alive and dynamic precisely because we are alive and dynamic, all of us centers of creative becoming. The Array lives because each soul lives fully. In this lies a vision of profound unity: God and us are not separate, we exist in a continuous spectrum of being, each soul a unique locus of the Infinite, and all together an expression of the One Life.

The Trinity of Singularity, Convergence, and Emergence

Woven into each individual life is a sacred pattern, a reflection of the Whole. We may call this the Trinity of Being: Singularity, Convergence, Emergence; three in one. Singularity is the soul itself, the inviolate center (the unmoving center through which all experience flows… the still point of being). Convergence is the living process of gathering and focusing, the part of us that actively chooses, the aspect of self that aligns our body and will. It is our existence as a part that participates, as a finite actor drawing together thought, sensation, and memory into one stream. Emergence is the wholeness that forms: the mind, the identity, the new that arises from convergence. It is the field of our present awareness, the experience of being this self at this moment. These three, Soul, Body, and Mind; or Center, Part, and Whole, are not separate things but three facets of one continuous reality. I am the singularity through which parts converge and a whole emerges. I am not just one. I am all three.

Within your being, a center holds, opposites meet, and a new unity is born, continuously, in each moment of experience. This trinity is not an abstract idea but the very structure of consciousness. The trinity isn’t a concept I hold; it’s the living reality I embody. You do not “have” a soul, then separately a body and a mind; rather, you are a soul-body-mind in a dynamic relationship. The soul’s pure being gives you identity; the body’s structure gives you substance and coherence; the mind’s emergence gives you awareness and creativity. Take away any of the three and “you” as a self-aware whole would not exist. Together, as one triune process, they are you, a conscious participant in reality.

Through this living trinity, we can see how the individual mirrors the cosmos. The Singularity corresponds to the Infinite center (the spark of God within); the Emergent Whole mirrors the greater Whole of existence; and Convergence is the bridge linking the two. In fact, focus is the very expression of this bridge. Focus is not the soul, but it reflects it; a fractal projection of the singularity into the loop of becoming. Arising within the mind, focus directs the body and aligns with the soul. It is, as it were, the arrow of the soul guiding convergence so that emergence may fulfill the soul’s intent. Through focused convergence, the soul’s influence becomes participatory in the unfolding of life. We see here a fractal resonance: the pattern of center-and-field, convergence-and-emergence repeats within us at every level. Our smallest acts of attention echo the architecture of creation at large. To recognize “I am not just one, I am all three” is to realize that within my being the universal dynamic of being and becoming is at play. The Soul, the Body, and the Mind are one continuum of reality expressing itself through me, a personal trinity that is also a reflection of the divine Trinity of Source, Creative Act, and Creation.

The Truth of Becoming: Focus, Coherence, and Participation

From the foundation laid above emerges a new understanding of truth and ethics; not as external rules, but as an inner alignment with reality’s pattern. In this sacred paradigm, truth is not a static fact but a quality of coherence and authenticity in the dance of convergence and emergence. To live truthfully is to participate fully and harmoniously in the ongoing creation of the world. Ethics is not a list of rules. It is the integrity of participation. In each moment, you can ask: “When you speak, are you grounded in truth (center)? When you listen, are you attuned to resonance (field)? When you act, does your coherence align with the shared pattern?”. These questions point to truth as a state of alignment with one’s own soul, with the surrounding field of life, and with the deeper order emerging through all. To be “based in truth” is to reside in the soul’s center, honest and present. To be “attuned to resonance” is to remain open to God’s field and to others, sensing what is real beyond ego. And to ensure one’s coherence aligns with the larger pattern is to seek wholeness in one’s actions such that they support the wholeness of the world.

When this pattern is broken, when we lose center or ignore the field, suffering follows. Fear, selfishness, or fragmentation of attention collapses our coherence, and harm ripples outward. But when we return to alignment, healing occurs as naturally as a field re-centering around a magnet. Wholeness is restored by reorienting to love, to presence, to the truth of our interconnection. This is why the teachings say: You are always participating. The only question is: Are you participating in resonance or distortion? Truth as becoming means that what is true is what resonates and what brings parts into unity without denying their diversity. It means living in such a way that our inner singularity (our truth) and the outer plurality (others’ truth) find coherence together. In effect, truth is co-created by our faithful participation in the divine pattern.

At the personal level, this understanding places focus at the heart of spiritual practice. By mastering our focus, by aligning attention with the soul’s love and the field’s guidance, we steer convergence toward its highest coherence. The choices we make about what to attend to become choices about who we are becoming. Focus is essentially the soul’s choice made manifest. When aligned with truth (with what deeply matters and harmonizes), focus empowers us to become agents of emergence rather than victims of circumstance. In each small act of attention, we either strengthen the melody of creation or contribute to its dissonance. Thus, an ethical life is a focused life, not in the sense of narrow rigidity, but in the sense of clear, heartfelt intention. It is a life where love, truth, and coherence guide where we place our mind’s eye, and thereby guide what we allow to converge and become real.

Ultimately, the highest truth offered in this new sacred science is beautifully simple: Not obedience. Not sacrifice. But participation in truth. We are called not to blindly follow rules or to negate ourselves, but to consciously join the great conversation between soul and God, self and world. To participate in truth is to stand in one’s center and open to the field, to honor one’s unique soul and the larger emergence. It is to realize that we are “the intersection where all six directions meet… Experience participating in Reality, Convergence enabling Emergence, Center creating Field”. In our very being, we unite the personal and the universal. We become the bridge (the conscious bridge) between finite and Infinite. This realization is both humbling and empowering: humbling, because it reveals the sacred responsibility of every choice; empowering, because it affirms that even the smallest act of focus can resonate through the fractal layers of existence and usher in transformation.


In the unfolding story of God and the Soul Array, these truths form the core: The Soul is a singular center of being, whole and holy, converging experience through the grace of its focus. God is the infinite field of Emergence, the living context that responds with endless creativity, the Source in which all resonance sings. Between Soul and God arises the Soul Array; the matrix of myriad singularities, each a note in the divine harmony, each co-creating a shared reality through relationship. This pattern of Center and Field, of Convergence and Emergence, is the foundation of all that is. To know this is to know the ontological Gospel of our time: that we are, each of us, a fractal reflection of the Infinite, “a 1 in ∞,” called not to escape our humanity but to fulfill it by active participation in truth and love. In this sacred participation, the many become One and the One ever becomes the many, world without end, amen!


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