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About Me
Hi my name is Ashman Roonz! I am a philosopher, and indie author, exploring the nature of existence through the lens of convergence, emergence, and consciousness. My work bridges science and spirituality, offering a new way to understand the self—not as a static being, but as an emergent unity shaped by focus, experience, and relationship. I write, speak, and create tools to help others discover their own power to participate in reality's unfolding, guided by the singularity within each of us.
Explore the Shift
This is where you’ll find a new language for understanding reality—not through dogma or doctrine, but through direct participation. We explore focus not as mere attention, but as the force that aligns, converges, and shapes what emerges next. This isn’t just about thinking differently—it’s about becoming whole, from the inside out.
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Matter, Mind, and God: a Journey Through the Layers of Reality!
God as the Ultimate Wholeness
The Emergent Mind: How the Whole of Consciousness Rises Beyond the Sum of Its Parts
The Fundamental Relationship of Parts and Wholes
A Symbol for Meditation
A Symbol for Meditation
My tattoo began as a simple geometric sketch: two lines rising upward, always approaching but never quite touching, forming the outline of a triangle. At the base were the numbers 1 and 2, and at the top, the symbol for infinity. It was a clean design—minimal, symmetrical, and quietly profound. I didn’t fully understand it at the time, but I felt its pull. Something about it spoke to the essence of reality, even if I couldn’t yet say how.
In the early days, I saw the 1 as the self, the 2 as the other, and the infinity symbol as a kind of ultimate truth or unreachable unity—something beyond both. The converging lines seemed to suggest a striving toward that higher reality, a journey of becoming, or perhaps of reuniting. I was fascinated by the idea that we live in the space between separation and unity, always reaching.
The eye, which never made it into the final tattoo, was part of an early version—placed in the center for aesthetic balance and symbolic resonance. It hinted at awareness, at consciousness, though at that time I hadn't yet fully developed the ideas that would later make consciousness central to everything.
What began as a visual intuition later blossomed into a full philosophical framework. As I developed the ideas in A Bridge Between Science and Spirituality, and later in Self Science, the elements of the design took on richer meanings. The triangle did not change—but my understanding of it did.
The 1 was no longer just the individual—it became a symbol for wholeness itself. Not as a fixed object, but as an emergent pattern—the integrated experience we call mind. The 2 no longer represented just an external other, but came to represent the parts within the whole—the diversity of perception, sensation, thought, and matter that make experience possible. And the infinity symbol? That evolved most profoundly of all.
It came to represent infinite emergence—the unending creativity of reality. But more than that, it came to represent both God and all souls. God, not as a being, but as the boundless unfolding of being—the totality of infinite emergence. And all souls, each one a singularity, a unique point of convergence through which that emergence becomes experience. Infinity, then, is not only the destination of convergence—it is also its source. It is the field of souls, and it is the emergent wholeness of existence itself. It is unity-in-diversity made visible.
The converging lines now tell a deeper story. They are not paths to a single destination. They are the movement of parts toward integration, the alignment of experience around a center of convergence. That center is not found at the top of the triangle. It is found within. It is the singularity through which each of us exists: the soul.
We do not have a soul like an object. We are souls. Each of us is a point of convergence—not emergent, not made of parts, not a product of the mind or body, but the very center through which mind and body emerge. Every being has a soul. And because of this, there are infinite singularities—each one its own center of focus, its own way reality experiences itself.
These singularities are not separate from each other. They are distinct, yet interconnected. Like stars in a boundless sky, they do not touch, yet they shape the whole. God is the infinite field of convergence. The souls are its points. Each soul reflects the whole in a unique way. Each is a facet of the same infinity.
The triangle remains unchanged, but it is no longer just a symbol of my past intuition. It is now a living map of metaphysical truth. At the base: 1 and 2—the whole and the parts. Rising: the converging lines—the movement of awareness, the act of participation. And at the top: ∞—the symbol that holds it all. God, the infinite emergence of all things. And the souls, through which that emergence becomes known.
This tattoo is more than an image on my skin. It is a mirror of my philosophy, and a witness to my evolution. It reminds me that meaning emerges just as experience does—through convergence. That the form doesn’t need to change for the depth to grow. And that truth is not static—it is participatory, emergent, and infinite.
When people ask me what it means, I tell them this:
It means more now than it ever did. And tomorrow, it may mean more still.
Because like consciousness, meaning is alive.
Like the soul, it begins at the center.
And like infinity, it never ends.
My tattoo began as a simple geometric sketch: two lines rising upward, always approaching but never quite touching, forming the outline of a triangle. At the base were the numbers 1 and 2, and at the top, the symbol for infinity. It was a clean design—minimal, symmetrical, and quietly profound. I didn’t fully understand it at the time, but I felt its pull. Something about it spoke to the essence of reality, even if I couldn’t yet say how.
In the early days, I saw the 1 as the self, the 2 as the other, and the infinity symbol as a kind of ultimate truth or unreachable unity—something beyond both. The converging lines seemed to suggest a striving toward that higher reality, a journey of becoming, or perhaps of reuniting. I was fascinated by the idea that we live in the space between separation and unity, always reaching.
The eye, which never made it into the final tattoo, was part of an early version—placed in the center for aesthetic balance and symbolic resonance. It hinted at awareness, at consciousness, though at that time I hadn't yet fully developed the ideas that would later make consciousness central to everything.
What began as a visual intuition later blossomed into a full philosophical framework. As I developed the ideas in A Bridge Between Science and Spirituality, and later in Self Science, the elements of the design took on richer meanings. The triangle did not change—but my understanding of it did.
The 1 was no longer just the individual—it became a symbol for wholeness itself. Not as a fixed object, but as an emergent pattern—the integrated experience we call mind. The 2 no longer represented just an external other, but came to represent the parts within the whole—the diversity of perception, sensation, thought, and matter that make experience possible. And the infinity symbol? That evolved most profoundly of all.
It came to represent infinite emergence—the unending creativity of reality. But more than that, it came to represent both God and all souls. God, not as a being, but as the boundless unfolding of being—the totality of infinite emergence. And all souls, each one a singularity, a unique point of convergence through which that emergence becomes experience. Infinity, then, is not only the destination of convergence—it is also its source. It is the field of souls, and it is the emergent wholeness of existence itself. It is unity-in-diversity made visible.
The converging lines now tell a deeper story. They are not paths to a single destination. They are the movement of parts toward integration, the alignment of experience around a center of convergence. That center is not found at the top of the triangle. It is found within. It is the singularity through which each of us exists: the soul.
We do not have a soul like an object. We are souls. Each of us is a point of convergence—not emergent, not made of parts, not a product of the mind or body, but the very center through which mind and body emerge. Every being has a soul. And because of this, there are infinite singularities—each one its own center of focus, its own way reality experiences itself.
These singularities are not separate from each other. They are distinct, yet interconnected. Like stars in a boundless sky, they do not touch, yet they shape the whole. God is the infinite field of convergence. The souls are its points. Each soul reflects the whole in a unique way. Each is a facet of the same infinity.
The triangle remains unchanged, but it is no longer just a symbol of my past intuition. It is now a living map of metaphysical truth. At the base: 1 and 2—the whole and the parts. Rising: the converging lines—the movement of awareness, the act of participation. And at the top: ∞—the symbol that holds it all. God, the infinite emergence of all things. And the souls, through which that emergence becomes known.
This tattoo is more than an image on my skin. It is a mirror of my philosophy, and a witness to my evolution. It reminds me that meaning emerges just as experience does—through convergence. That the form doesn’t need to change for the depth to grow. And that truth is not static—it is participatory, emergent, and infinite.
When people ask me what it means, I tell them this:
It means more now than it ever did. And tomorrow, it may mean more still.
Because like consciousness, meaning is alive.
Like the soul, it begins at the center.
And like infinity, it never ends.
The Paradox of Wholes and Parts: How Everything Is Both Complete and Fragmented
A Scientific Poem; On Focus
Beyond Binary: The Complex Unity of Whole-Part Relationships
Living in an Automatic World, with a Manual Mindset
How the mind, as a whole, affects its bodily parts.
A poem from the mind
The Whole-Part Duality of Mind and Body: A Framework for Consciousness
The Whole-Part Duality of Mind and Body: A Framework for Understanding Consciousness and God
The Soul
Consciousness: Beyond the Brain
Consciousness isn’t just an emergent property of the brain—it’s much deeper. Here’s how I see it:
The soul is an individual, indivisible singularity, infinite in nature, private, and always striving for connection with other souls. The body serves as the medium through which the soul connects to others, using the shared space of the physical world. The mind is an energy field that emerges around and through the body, acting as a bridge between the soul and the physical world.
In this framework, consciousness is the process of convergence. It’s when the mind collects bodily experiences—senses, emotions, and thoughts—and funnels them into the soul. This is where awareness arises, as the soul receives and processes that input. In essence, consciousness is the soul becoming aware of bodily experience through the mind.
But it’s not just a one-way street. Consciousness is part of a dynamic system. Will flows the other way, from the soul outward, as the mind channels the soul’s intentions into the body and out into the physical world.
In this way, consciousness isn’t simply awareness or self-awareness. It’s the soul experiencing the world through the mind and body. It’s not a product of the brain, but rather a process between the soul, mind, and body.
definitions/ontology update
Minds Want to Connect
Shifting Focus
Each body is a path for Consciousness to interact with Reality.
If God is the Greatest Whole, then we are the tiniest parts..
Singularities, Convergence, and God: An Exploration of Wholeness
The Singularity, Infinity, and Consciousness: Crafting My Ontology
Infinity and the Singularity: The Dance of Ultimate Connection and Disconnection
How the Mind can Heal the Body!
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How the Mind Heals the Body: Unraveling the Power of Belief, Fields, and Wholeness
The healing power of the mind has fascinated humanity for centuries, crossing boundaries from traditional medicine to modern neuroscience. One of the most compelling illustrations of this phenomenon is the placebo effect—a remarkable demonstration that belief itself can lead to tangible changes in the body. But how does this work, and why is belief such a powerful force? To delve deeper, we can consider a model where the mind operates like a field—an emergent entity that influences the entire body as a cohesive whole.
The Placebo Effect: Healing Through Belief
The placebo effect shows us the mind's capacity to heal the body in ways we are only beginning to understand. When someone believes they are receiving treatment, their brain begins to activate real physiological changes. Neurotransmitters like dopamine and endorphins are released, which can improve mood, reduce pain, and even enhance immune function. This effect suggests that the mind is capable of signaling the body to heal, mobilizing its natural resources.
But why is it that belief is the catalyst here? Why do we have to “trick” ourselves into healing through a placebo, rather than simply commanding it consciously?
The answer may lie in the nature of belief itself. True belief is a deep-seated conviction, one that doesn’t coexist easily with doubt. When someone takes a sugar pill believing it to be medicine, the brain’s ability to mobilize healing mechanisms isn’t hindered by conscious skepticism. By bypassing the rational mind that questions everything, the placebo effect enables a deeper, subconscious level of belief, which appears to be what activates the healing processes.
Mind as a Field: Waves, Particles, and the Power of Wholeness
To better understand how the mind heals the body, we can draw upon a metaphor where the mind is a field, neurons are particles, and mental states are waves within this field. The mind, in this view, emerges from the intricate network of neurons but is not reducible to them. Like how an electromagnetic field influences the particles within it, the mind as a field has the ability to influence neurons, hormones, and other physiological processes in a top-down manner.
In this analogy, neurons are like particles that collectively generate a field—the mind. Mental states are like waves rippling through this field, affecting both the mind and the body. When you experience a positive belief, like believing in your own capacity to heal, that belief isn't merely an isolated neural event; it's a wave that reverberates throughout the entire mind-field.
In practical terms, this wave of belief creates a coherent pattern within the field, which aligns the body’s various systems toward recovery. Instead of individual neurons working in isolation, the mind as a whole influences the body. This holistic influence is why practices like meditation, visualization, and even prayer can have profound effects on health. These practices don’t just affect one part of the mind or body; they influence the field as a whole, creating a state of coherence that supports healing.
Belief as an Organizing Force
The concept of the mind as a field also emphasizes the power of wholeness. Healing doesn’t occur because individual neurons decide to "work harder" but because the entire mind-body system shifts into a state that supports health. Belief acts as an organizing force, creating an internal environment that encourages recovery. Just as a magnetic field can align particles within it, a positive mental state can align the body's resources toward healing.
Stress and relaxation provide a simple illustration of this concept. Stress creates a chaotic pattern in the mind-field, leading to disruption throughout the body—raising blood pressure, suppressing the immune system, and increasing inflammation. On the other hand, relaxation creates a coherent, ordered pattern that promotes healing. Belief in healing can further align the mind-field into a positive, organized state, allowing the body's natural mechanisms to function optimally.
Healing Through Wholeness
Ultimately, the healing power of the mind lies in its wholeness. The mind isn’t just a collection of neurons firing away independently; it is a holistic field that emerges from and influences the body. By fostering positive belief—whether through the placebo effect, visualization, or other practices—we can create an internal environment conducive to healing.
The mind-field aligns all of its "parts" toward a common goal, whether it’s recovery, growth, or maintaining balance. This is why belief is such a powerful force. It acts as a wave that brings coherence to the entire mind-body system, tapping into the body's intrinsic capacity for healing.
So, the next time you hear about the placebo effect or the power of positive thinking, remember: it’s not just about tricking the mind into believing something—it’s about leveraging the power of the mind as a field to create a state of coherence and wholeness that enables the body to heal itself. In the interconnected relationship between the mind and the body, belief acts as a bridge, turning waves of thought into tangible states of health.